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thewingedword) wrote2007-05-08 01:17 pm
thewingedword) wrote2007-05-08 01:17 pm
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I ended up staying home today because I feel like absolute shit and really need to recover by tomorrow. I wasn't hungry, but figured I'd better eat something out of general principle. BAD IDEA. FOOD IS BAD.
Narnia was on the tv and I really forgot how much that movie makes me smile and want to write cracked-out pairings. At the same time, thinking about it, the book and the series, makes me feel things too hard, if that makes any sense. It's always been an unfortunate ability of mine to think about a book and find something sad, elaborate on it until it's tragic enough to make my heart feel like it's being twisted inside. And that book was always one of the worst, even after I read the rest, even after someone told me that Aslan was really just the oldest character in a new guise and I felt terribly betrayed.
And now I'm taking things too seriously again. I blame the fanfiction for the Narnia novels, which rarely fails to be magnificent and strange and valiently exploratory.
And now, again, I have a headache that feels like someone has clamped my head in a vise and driven needles into my temples. I believe I shall go lay in a dark room. Have a lovely day
ETA: I feel a bit faint. Hell. This is so NOT GOOD i can't even.
Narnia was on the tv and I really forgot how much that movie makes me smile and want to write cracked-out pairings. At the same time, thinking about it, the book and the series, makes me feel things too hard, if that makes any sense. It's always been an unfortunate ability of mine to think about a book and find something sad, elaborate on it until it's tragic enough to make my heart feel like it's being twisted inside. And that book was always one of the worst, even after I read the rest, even after someone told me that Aslan was really just the oldest character in a new guise and I felt terribly betrayed.
And now I'm taking things too seriously again. I blame the fanfiction for the Narnia novels, which rarely fails to be magnificent and strange and valiently exploratory.
And now, again, I have a headache that feels like someone has clamped my head in a vise and driven needles into my temples. I believe I shall go lay in a dark room. Have a lovely day
ETA: I feel a bit faint. Hell. This is so NOT GOOD i can't even.