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Feb. 20th, 2008 06:54 pmSo I may or may not have mentioned, but I spent last Friday through Monday in Toronto, staying in Red's godfather's tiny downtown apartment with her and some adults. There were fabulous times and gourmet food and the consumption of questionable beverages. More importantly, we didn't fight or argue or get bitchy or depressed or anything other than divinely happy the whole time, which is amazing. What with all the things that have been going on with me lately, it's rather reassuring to know that I can basically live with my best friend for three days straight and be perfectly comfortable and happy- or, indeed, that I am capable of such amiability with any person.
On not unrelated lines, I think I might be better? Romantically, I mean, or at least emotionally. I still don't have a boyfriend, a girlfriend, or any obvious chance of getting either, and I still feel the lack and the loss, but the immediate issues I was dealing with seem to be resolved. There may still be awkwardness and anger and frustration, and I might not shed the lingering effects of hormones for some time, but I honestly do feel better. It's hard to believe, since there were times when I was melodramatically willing to swear that I would feel that way forever, but who knew; forever is, after all, finite.
Yesterday I celebrated my return by going CD shopping and picked up The Devil and God are Raging Inside Me and Like Vines, both albums I've been searching for for some time. However, I'm randomly missing four songs from Deja Entendu, so if anyone could share "Tautou", "Jaws Theme Swimming", "Me Vs. Maradona Vs. Elvis", and/or "Good To Know That If I Need Attention All I Have To Do Is Die", I would be enormously appreciative.
Wish me luck getting My Chem presale tickets tomorrow, but in another random tangent, I am so over myself. Enough about me, I want to hear about you. Please, if you have even the vaguest desire, comment with something that's happened to you recently- good, bad, or simply interesting.
On not unrelated lines, I think I might be better? Romantically, I mean, or at least emotionally. I still don't have a boyfriend, a girlfriend, or any obvious chance of getting either, and I still feel the lack and the loss, but the immediate issues I was dealing with seem to be resolved. There may still be awkwardness and anger and frustration, and I might not shed the lingering effects of hormones for some time, but I honestly do feel better. It's hard to believe, since there were times when I was melodramatically willing to swear that I would feel that way forever, but who knew; forever is, after all, finite.
Yesterday I celebrated my return by going CD shopping and picked up The Devil and God are Raging Inside Me and Like Vines, both albums I've been searching for for some time. However, I'm randomly missing four songs from Deja Entendu, so if anyone could share "Tautou", "Jaws Theme Swimming", "Me Vs. Maradona Vs. Elvis", and/or "Good To Know That If I Need Attention All I Have To Do Is Die", I would be enormously appreciative.
Wish me luck getting My Chem presale tickets tomorrow, but in another random tangent, I am so over myself. Enough about me, I want to hear about you. Please, if you have even the vaguest desire, comment with something that's happened to you recently- good, bad, or simply interesting.
