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Oct. 24th, 2005 08:11 pmI fear meeting new people the way most people fear visits to the dentist.
I'm scared of them, honest to goodness scared. Not of who they are, but of what they can do to me. I'm not sure what it is, but it would hurt terribly if it happened.
That might be why I seem shy or downright antisocial at times. I won't enter the chat if there's not someone I know reasonably well there. This isn't the way to make new friends, but I already know that.
I was even scared of Ran, and of PJ, and they're two of the least scary people I know. Well, at least not scary like that- the intimidating kind of scary. *grins weakly*
Whoever is reading this right now may wonder why the sudden personal confessions. Frankly, I'm hoping that you'll either welcome me or shun me. Either way, the uncertainty will be done with at last.
I'm scared of them, honest to goodness scared. Not of who they are, but of what they can do to me. I'm not sure what it is, but it would hurt terribly if it happened.
That might be why I seem shy or downright antisocial at times. I won't enter the chat if there's not someone I know reasonably well there. This isn't the way to make new friends, but I already know that.
I was even scared of Ran, and of PJ, and they're two of the least scary people I know. Well, at least not scary like that- the intimidating kind of scary. *grins weakly*
Whoever is reading this right now may wonder why the sudden personal confessions. Frankly, I'm hoping that you'll either welcome me or shun me. Either way, the uncertainty will be done with at last.